As I sat down at my table this morning…
As I came to sit with my Heavenly Father…
I felt an overwhelming sense of “relief”… and suddenly I found myself just weeping before Him, broken before Him…
“I made it back to You…. here I am –Your daughter…”
It was like in that moment, I just broke open before Him.
In that moment, my heavy heart and burdens were replaced with comfort, thankfulness, and peace. I was wrapped in His arms.
After this asked myself, “What just happened? Why am I doing this? What is happening here?”
I simply came running to my Heavenly Father. 💝I couldn’t get to Him fast enough this morning.
I’m just being raw and real here. This is just what happens with me every now and then — things begin to pile up without me realizing it, the weight gets heavy, I realize that I am carrying burdens, it all seems to be too much for me to handle, and I can’t wait to get to my Heavenly Father to just be there before Him, to just be there with Him, just to open up and share my heart with Him.
I couldn’t get to Him fast enough this morning. It was like I sat down and… “I’m here Lord, I made it back to You. It’s our time together that I cherish so much!” …and it was like He just wrapped me in His arms and I let it all go…
Isn’t it wild how things can pile up without us even realizing it? Tension, stress, burdens, being overwhelmed….
I never have to be concerned with burdening the Lord with my heart.
I never have to be concerned that I am being overbearing or a bother as I share my heart with Him.
Isn’t it wonderful to know that as His child, I can sit in His lap, and just talk with Him for hours and hours — never holding back, never worrying what He might think, never worrying about a thing as I talk freely Him? Because He already knows it all…good and bad, and He already, and always loves me more than I can comprehend. There is nothing I can do to “mess that up.”
He never wants me to hide from Him, He never wants me to “tip-toe” around Him…
Thank you, Father. What a precious thing I get to have with You. I treasure You with all of my heart. 💖