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3.7.2021 – “You—are on His Heart”

March 7, 2021

As I sat down at the table this morning, I heard and I felt the tenderness of this: “You—are on His heart.” Something within my heart realized that this truth— this “you“….goes “far beyond just me” this morning—especially as the Lord began leading me into specifics—specific people, specific situations that I saw. And so, I’m… Read More 3.7.2021 – “You—are on His Heart”

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2.23.2021 – Getting to the Heart of the Matter

February 23, 2021

I woke up around 2:30 AM this morning… …half asleep… And words were just bursting and flowing into my heart—phrases and realizations… and I began hearing them “written out” in my mind. Rather unusual for me at that hour… And once I was able to wake up, fully, I jotted down a note in my… Read More 2.23.2021 – Getting to the Heart of the Matter

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2.22.2021 – Finding the Treasure in Every Kind of Circumstance

February 22, 2021

What if… it’s ALL more than worth… going through the thing you’re going through… going through the thing that almost took you down almost took you out… (or so it seemed) the thing that feels— almost unbearable at times… What if… the lessons that are gained, the relationship that is enriched… from going “through“… the… Read More 2.22.2021 – Finding the Treasure in Every Kind of Circumstance

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2.19.2021 – “Struggle” does not mean “Weakness”

February 19, 2021

When you think of the word “struggle“… Do you think of “weakness“? “Oh, so and so must be struggling…. I’m concerned that it’s not looking so good for them…” To be honest, I have thought of a time of “struggle” more in this way, at times. And yes, in some kinds of “struggles” we do… Read More 2.19.2021 – “Struggle” does not mean “Weakness”

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2.17.2021 – He loves us “in the MIDDLE”…and He “loves us THROUGH.”

February 17, 2021

There’s nothing quite like the moments—the encounters… …when God lets you know… …in the most precise, and personal way… That He has heard you. That He knows your heart. That He has heard your prayers. That He has heard your crying out. That He has heard your calls for help. That He has heard the… Read More 2.17.2021 – He loves us “in the MIDDLE”…and He “loves us THROUGH.”

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2.16.2021 – It isn’t any surprise, that we must face hard things…

February 16, 2021

Yesterday was “hard”… …when it shouldn’t have been. Have you had days like that? Days when the battle is raging… …but mostly only in your mind… …mostly only because of worries or deep concerns that you didn’t even realize where hiding in there…and they came bursting out. Or because of the “what now?“s that seem… Read More 2.16.2021 – It isn’t any surprise, that we must face hard things…

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2.12.2021- The Way of The Gardener

February 12, 2021

As I was sitting here this morning, the plants hanging by my window caught my attention… And as I looked at the branches on one of my plants, I realized that many of the branches are unhealthy, twisted up, and out of control. They’ve lost their color— …leaves are brown and withered in some places…… Read More 2.12.2021- The Way of The Gardener

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2.9.2021 – “You plotted evil against me, but God turned it into good…”

February 9, 2021

This morning the Lord led me to a verse, “As for you, you meant evil against me, but God turned it into good in order to bring about this present result, to save the lives of many people.” —Genesis 50:20 It’s funny because, even though I’ve not really been quoting this verse or referring to… Read More 2.9.2021 – “You plotted evil against me, but God turned it into good…”

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2.2.2021 – “Lord, am I more desperate for ‘understanding’ than I am for You?”

February 2, 2021

Have you ever found yourself so desperately attempting to grasp for some kind of “understanding“… And then suddenly after a little while you realize that you’ve been reaching and striving so hard for this… “understanding“…. When God is simply asking you to, “be still” and “trust“… and “know that He is God“… We can find… Read More 2.2.2021 – “Lord, am I more desperate for ‘understanding’ than I am for You?”

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1.23.2021 – Mind Chatter

January 23, 2021

Yesterday, the enemy came at me again with these kinds of things… “…you’re too much. You just need to go away and settle down…” “…you’re acting foolish.” “…you’re acting nutty, you’re an embarrassment.” “…you don’t make sense.” “…people think you’re too ‘this’ and people think you’re too ‘that’…” “…just be quiet, nobody wants to hear… Read More 1.23.2021 – Mind Chatter

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1.16.2021 – I was the “one”…

January 16, 2021

I was the “one“… I was the “one” who hid myself away in bitter silence… I was the “one” who felt I could never belong… I was the “one” who almost gave up hope in the darkness… I was that “one”… But… I was the “one” …You didn’t forget… And I was the “one” You… Read More 1.16.2021 – I was the “one”…

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1.1.2021 – “Healing” is a Process

January 1, 2021

I have to admit, it’s rather strange for the year of 2020 to have already flown by… There are so many people who’ve just wanted “rid” of this year of 2020. I get it. For many, 2020 has been extremely painful. ? For many, their hearts have broken, in the year of “2020.” But I… Read More 1.1.2021 – “Healing” is a Process

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12.22.2020 – The ways we get to know Him…here and now.

December 22, 2020

“…for You have been my help, and in the shadow of Your wings I will sing for joy.  My soul clings to You; Your right hand upholds me.” —Psalm 63:7-8 If we never had to go through trials… If we never had to face scary things… If we never had to deal with sickness… If we never had… Read More 12.22.2020 – The ways we get to know Him…here and now.

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12.9.2020 – He never asks us to “check our hearts” alone.

December 9, 2020

The Lord has this beautiful way of leading us into a “heart check” when we need one… And He never, ever asks us to do it alone. ?☀️ And if we dig into our hearts and take an honest look around— if we really take a look at our actions, our motives— the Lord will… Read More 12.9.2020 – He never asks us to “check our hearts” alone.

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12.1.2020 – “At the Ready”

December 1, 2020

I have a note in my phone that I was reminded of this morning… It was something I had to jot down in the moment I heard it in my heart. “Be ready to be someone who God can use… at any given moment.“ Something about this got me excited, and hopeful, and charged up…and… Read More 12.1.2020 – “At the Ready”

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11.29.2020 – When you don’t fit in, remember Who you belong to…

November 29, 2020

“But Lord, I feel like I don’t fit in? What if I don’t find a place to belong? I feel so different…” Have you ever had this heart-to-heart with the Lord? I have. Many, many times. And He’s so patiently reminded me of the truth, time and time again. You know, He’s so faithful to… Read More 11.29.2020 – When you don’t fit in, remember Who you belong to…