Category: Jealousy

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9.22.2020 -“Father, may Your will be done…”

September 22, 2020

As I was listening to a teaching message yesterday, I heard a quote that just jumped out at me and stuck with me… “…but if you’re not purged of that which would stop you from saying ‘yes” (to God)… the reason why God put you here will never happen. You have to be purged of… Read More 9.22.2020 -“Father, may Your will be done…”

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9.20.2020 – Let it take you into His presence…

September 20, 2020

There’s something about a challenge… a hard time, a trial, an inability, inadequacy, insecurity…. rejection, a moment of weakness, a moment of failure, a moment of pain… …that drives us straight into the arms of our Heavenly Father. 💝 Let it take you there…✨Let it drive you straight to His heart… 💝 You’ll be wrapped… Read More 9.20.2020 – Let it take you into His presence…

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9.19.2020 – Walking in Awe and Wonder

September 19, 2020

This morning, as I sat down with my Heavenly Father, I just began to share with Him, all the things that He already knows, of course 😌…. but I shared these things with Him from the deep places of my heart—a daughter who needed to sit down and talk with her Heavenly Father about a… Read More 9.19.2020 – Walking in Awe and Wonder

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9.18.2020 – “He drew me up from the pit of destruction…”

September 18, 2020

So I’m not going to apologize for the plethora of metaphors that I’ve used in this post. 🤓 But don’t worry, I don’t think I put any dad jokes in there…😆 You see, me and God are working on this thing, where I learn to not care about what anybody may or may not think… Read More 9.18.2020 – “He drew me up from the pit of destruction…”

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9.14.2020 – Change of Course

September 14, 2020

Have you ever reflected upon your life—a pathway you were on, a direction you were headed…. And you realized… “….my how that changed. I was headed for utter destruction…. …But God, You changed my course!” “God, You shifted me back onto Your path. I didn’t even know so much was going to change… But it… Read More 9.14.2020 – Change of Course

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9.9.2020 – God’s Infusion Therapy

September 9, 2020

I love how God can “infuse” us in such a way…. that we are “cleansed” and “nourished” at the same time… It’s His “infusion therapy”… I had a dream last night, and in the dream, I was at the Dentist for some kind of “issue” with my mouth, with my teeth. The Dentist asked me… Read More 9.9.2020 – God’s Infusion Therapy

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8.25.2020 – “What is originating from my heart?”

August 25, 2020

…What is the condition of my heart? “But the LORD said to Samuel, Look not on his countenance, or on the height of his stature; because I have refused him: for the LORD sees not as man sees; for man looks on the outward appearance, but the LORD looks on the heart.“—1 Samuel 16:7 Something… Read More 8.25.2020 – “What is originating from my heart?”

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8.24.2020 – God Uses Our Failures to Propel us Forward

August 24, 2020

Have you ever paid attention to the patterns in your life? What about this one… …an area or a situation that you feel like you “failed” in… Could be one failure, or it could be a “time and time again” kind of failure… You maybe didn’t have the right reaction, maybe you chickened out or… Read More 8.24.2020 – God Uses Our Failures to Propel us Forward

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8.22.2020 – “Goo Gone”

August 22, 2020

Warning: If you can’t handle some cheesiness, then you may not want to read this. 🤓 Have you ever noticed and felt when a “twinge” of offense is trying to “stick” on you? Offense feels “sticky”… sin feels “sticky”… and then we end up getting ourselves stuck on other things because of it being stuck… Read More 8.22.2020 – “Goo Gone”

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8.21.2020 – “Official Portrait”

August 21, 2020

A “portrait” is defined as: “a painting, photograph, sculpture, or other artistic representation of a person, in which the face and its expression is predominant. The intent is to display the likeness, personality, and even the mood of the person. For this reason, in photography a portrait is generally not a snapshot, but a composed image of a person in a still… Read More 8.21.2020 – “Official Portrait”

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8.12.2020 – “Am I being authentically me?”

August 12, 2020

I have to ask myself that question from time to time… This morning, the Lord took me back through my dream journal for 2019, and I came to one of my dreams, and in this dream I was frantically “looking, looking, looking” for a place, a bathroom, where I could change into some “better looking… Read More 8.12.2020 – “Am I being authentically me?”

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7.31.2020 – A Unified “Voice”

July 31, 2020

I’m realizing that right now, is a time that we —”the church” —are meant to be God’s “answer” and His “voice” of truth and hope to the earth. 💝☀️ But what happens when the church doesn’t have a purified, “unified voice?” Can the voice of the Lord be clearly heard through the church, to the… Read More 7.31.2020 – A Unified “Voice”

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7.27.2020 – “Noise Cancellation”

July 27, 2020

Did you know that “criticism” is the same as “condemnation”? The definition of “criticism” is, “the expression of disapproval of someone or something based on perceived faults or mistakes.” “disapproval, fault-finding, denunciation, condemnation” Perhaps we’re learning to hold our tongue when it comes to criticizing others… …but what about that “inner critic”? Do we command… Read More 7.27.2020 – “Noise Cancellation”

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7.20.2020 – Dismantling these “Ticking Time Bombs”

July 20, 2020

Over the last few years, my life has felt like a time of constant “testing” — a journey of the revealing of things “hiding” deep within my heart. You see, I asked the Lord to help me in dealing with my heart, I asked Him to help me and to transform me… and, boy has… Read More 7.20.2020 – Dismantling these “Ticking Time Bombs”

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7.17.2020 – The Next Bandaid

July 17, 2020

And just like that, I see it… Hand-in-hand with my Heavenly Father, He brings me to the next thing we’ll face together. So unexpectedly… A realization gently revealed to me… And He didn’t have to do it this way, a most kind and gentle way…but He did. 💝 He showed me a wound that had… Read More 7.17.2020 – The Next Bandaid

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7.10.2020 – I am not Defeated by my Weakness…

July 10, 2020

I’ve always felt like the “weakling” of the group. The “least” in many ways… I more than realize my lack of “ability” compared to all the others. “God why did You make me to be so weak and needy? Why did You make me to be so sensitive and soft? How can You use any… Read More 7.10.2020 – I am not Defeated by my Weakness…